Channilover's Corner

Sick...

Wed, 20 Feb 2008 13:19:07 GMT

Did I ever mention that i fuckin hate winter? It is a season that was devised to keep the human population in a constant state of sickness... It is probably 15 degrees outside and u got to come to class and so on or they get to be real bitches up here. Then there are days that are like almost 80, I dont know about u but i think that it is jus a little annoying to have to go back inside to change due to the weather. Then weather people seem to think that it is a fun game to fuck with our heads and tell us that we will be having lovely weather but what they really mean is that they want to see us walkin around like crazy mofo's with bearly nething on when it is below zero outside.

But hey i guess that is life huh.... otherwise than that I am doing jus fine. I have nothing that is bothering me at the moment. Life is almost good now if spring wud jus get here then it would be even better:D but guess that wud be asking for too much...

Love yah guys...
Val

lol...lol

Sun, 10 Feb 2008 04:20:52 GMT

I have nothing major to report at the moment... lol... jus was bored and was wonderin y Melissa no good stinking red arse Bryant...(that was said in love aint been keepin in touch better... and apparently it alright to be oneself now... i will explain in a subsequent post... lol... the truth shall set u free they say... and maybe it does but something the truth jus plain old sucks... And ju yah still as slow as a snail... lol... i guess that is y i love you so much.

I am now celebrating 9 mths of celibacy... aint that great???? I have finally stopped being a social worker the benefits were not that great neway...:D... LEt us all have a drink at this wonderful moment in my life... i might jus make it to a year... dont u think...

Bye for now... Love yah mel... KISS

Behind the scenes

Thu, 07 Feb 2008 02:59:54 GMT

Well it seems that women today cant seem to stop giving it away... lol... well well... A fren of mine was tellin me that I shud be careful apparently that they have a way of comparing various things about the women that they have been with. Like the tightness or lack thereof, hairy or shaved... yah get ma drift

Now this makes me wonder if any man is worthy of the pussy? I mean if yah cant hope to keep yah business under wraps then why shud he get any? Isn't that fair play? I think it is... lol... I mean what if yah suck in bed? I mean really really suck? and then that man goes around and tell ppl how can they expect yah to get experience if he meking sure that yain gettin none? I mean that is jus cruel. Y cant sex stay between the two ppl that r having it? Is it really that hard?

Women dont be dumb if yain want yah business spread round the place dont give it up to the blabber mouths... lol ... apparently that is what is goin on around sk these days... lol... Yah dont want to have to hear about yah self in yah very first behind the scenes vol 1... Yah might not like what yah hear... hehehe

Love yah Mel....... Dont forget Ju

Huh?

Mon, 04 Feb 2008 13:29:32 GMT

Have you ever been in the situation where it seems like your too slow to pick up on things that happen in your life? Well that is where I am at right now. I mean how is it possible that i had missed the signals that apparently was under my nose?

I can blame that on many factors... such as i didnt really care at the time to see them or the hints that were given to me were not all that clear and good. Well whateva the reason maybe I am now seeing them clearly and wish I didnt. I was already having a hard time dealing with the issues of ma life, now here comes another person that adds another angle to this already tangled web. But if I am honest, I cant say how i really feel about it right now... But maybe when i feel like opening that can of worms I will be able to deal with it.

Otherwise than that I am perfectly fine... School is still a bitch...But that is life for yah eh....:D So u live u learn and yah get over it simple as that...

Love yah Mel... hehe...U 2 Ju

Is it me or is the males gender a bit on the stuoid side?

Mon, 28 Jan 2008 13:16:31 GMT

Well yeah, it is a typical thing when we call a man an asshole... but when u see them acting like one makes u see that they are really really dumb. Take for instance last night my supposed man calls me and tell me that he sorta kinda cheat on me.... now correct if I am wrong but isn't all cheating jus called plain old cheating? I mean is there really an in btween when it comes to things like that?

So anyway I asked him how did he kinda sorta cheat and he tell me that he only put it in once... So what was my reaction? Yes yah guessed WTF???? But that is not the point he goes on to explain how this is not cheating apparently men have a certain degree to which things can be considered cheating or not.

But then if that wasn't bad enough a certain someone... I won't call names just yet but some of you might know who i mean... neways... I dont nuh what to say about him yah hear. It is like he is blind and does not realise that he got something good right in front he eyes eh but yet want to look elsewhere... I mean what the hell??? I think that we shud forget men all together all we really need is their sperm donations to continue on the race. Maybe technology will advance and we will be able to have only girls... hehe that would be nice. But then again the female gender seems to have been lettin the males run off on them. I mean like sometimes i wonder about some of the shit that we do. Like for instance a guy tells u that he want nothing to do with u and yah gonna chase him down and try to get back with him??? What the hell is wrong with u? Forget him move on find a new one. They are only temporary anyway...

I will admit once you find a good one it might be a good idea to hold on to him... especially if he got money... lol... like i said before love is a joke that is played on us to continue the human species. That is all it is. Well there yah have it my monthly rant on how men are just assholes... tune in later and see what other nice things i have to say about our lovely counter parts until then...

Gone too soon

Sat, 26 Jan 2008 02:38:35 GMT

He wasn't even 30 yet. That goes to show that death has no care for age, sex, status or anything that we hold so dear. Heath Ledger was a magnificent actor, he made you cry, laugh, made us feel that we are right there along with him. He was gracious and kind and touched so many lives in so many ways that it is hard to even imagine life without him.I feel it mostly for his family and those that was closest to him. And to us the fans that will miss his style and grace on and off the screen...

Heath Ledger is another life that was cut too short and he will be greatly missed... I hope that all of those that loved him will know that they are in our prayers... and that we miss him more than you will ever know...

RIP Heath... I am sure gonna miss you

Hi to all the internet bloggers out there

Wed, 17 Jan 2007 13:42:50 GMT

Hi i am here at skool waiting for ma class to start and jus decided that i shud write something for the new year... Happy new year!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Hope that everyone enjoyed their holidays and hope that it was prosperous... well i got to go now maybe later i gon give u a little update in ma life... later for now

hey ppl!!!!!

Thu, 15 Jun 2006 23:05:28 GMT

Exams are finally over and I can breathe easily again. I was about to go out of ma mind with school work. Well i hope that most of u all have been having fun while I been hittin the books.

Well let's see.... wats new with me? Nothing much at the moment. Can say that i am alive and not doing too badly. There is a bit of shit that i got to sort out. I leave the island on the 11th to get ready for college... yea u heard me right... college... lol... i can imagine the look on yall faces. I will not be in this island for much longer. I am wierdly confused whether or not i want to go tho... but i think i shud... not really that many reasons for me to stay here... lolololol yea u nuh wat a mean.

Alot of things have changed since i have last written.... that is a long story. but will deal with that later in another entry when i am all depressed and sh*t... well later to all ma online pals... until next time... XOXOXO...

Life... an unfair circumstance

Thu, 20 Oct 2005 00:23:05 GMT

Have u eva heard of the term... No pain no gain? Is it really tru? Do we have to get hirt in order to gain something in our lives? I mean look at all things that have happened in ur life and honestly ansa that. You love someone but yet they may not love u bak or maybe they get taken away from u jus when u least expect it. So it has to be tru without pain no one is truly happy. I guess that is right then. After all the pain that people have been through when u finally get wat u want u will really be grateful, maybe that is the lesson thatis being taught to us.

So hey then that means my world will be happier sooner or later... I have been thru hell and bak... god must have sumthing wonderful in store for me right? It jus has to be... how can sumone suffer so much and jus continue suffering it jus ain right... But then again there is anotha sayin... There is alwasy sumone that has it worse than u... well who has it worse than me then am heart goes out to u... ur life sucks like hell. Life is not as bad as we make it seem, it can be an experience that is truly rewarding, a blessing but do we see it as that? or do we often curse it for all the hardships it throws at us? Look at it this was if u feel pain at least u nuh ur alive dont u? ur able to see anotha day and see the world around u... ain that a blessing? Isnt that sumthing to look forward to? How do we do it... how do we get along that way? I am in "Love" but he doesnt love me the way I love him but that doesnt mean he doesnt care at all... and that makes me happy. How many women can say that? can say that even tho their life isnt wat they want it to be their happy enuff and will take a chance on life again? Not many... i was like that too, afta one bad experience I gave up, but i realise i was only hurtin maself more. I finally found ma shoulder to cry on and she got taken away from me... but hey I am happy as can be to have met her... I had an angel in ma life for a short period of time and i nuh that she looks over me each and everyday of ma life.

Today a fren of mine was hurt... love stinks dont it honey...? lol but yea u care for sumone and yet they jus cant be urs... it is the most painful thing in the world but yet u learn from it and can prepare urself betta next time. But can u really do that? are we able to prepare ourselves for the pain that may come our way? I dont think so... we dont plan to get hurt it jus happens and then makes it worst... Life throws us sumthin we dont want... well hey too bad all we can do is compromise and make into sumthing that is worthwhile. Life is a mystery waiting to be lived not solved... So let's live it and be thankful that we have for some people dont have the priviledge of seeing it past tomorrow... so if u do jus close ur eyes and say thank u... and nuh that suomone out there loves u for u...

Hypocrites galore...

Sat, 01 Oct 2005 16:02:28 GMT

Well i am advertising for st.kitts and nevis... the place that breeds hypocrites 24/7. it is getting annoying now man. why is it ok for one person to do something yet wrong for someone else to do it? I dont nuh. i think that evrything shud be equally fair but nopes that ain how kittitians see it. But hey is it even possible when society has the same attitude? a mean look at that shit about men and women. its ok for a man to whore all over de place and not recieve negative comments but if a woman so much as show the slightest inclination that she want to do the same.. u gon hear she name all over de damn place... wat the fuk is that? really and truly it is getting to me now man...

strupes but hey that is they stress u hear. let them keep that to themselves... i ain need nuh drama right now. I ain got de time... i got cxc on de mind... oh shit a rhyming... lol wat a ting... yea man but here it is dont eva be a hypocrite in wateva u do... it reflects badly on u and it causes to many problems in the long run... if u feel like being whore then be whore... if u feel all sainty and shit then by all means be that way.

it is how u feel and u shud neva eva let neone else's views change that for u... be u and be tru so dont conform urself to meet some one else's ways... in the end ur the one that suffers because u didnt live ur life the way u wanted.. live through ur eyes not neone else's...

Be u Be TRUE!!!!

Y ppl so...

Tue, 12 Jul 2005 19:44:21 GMT

WELL WELL WHEN PPL AIN GOT NO DAMN LIFE EH... THAS U DAMN BIZNESS U NUH KAI... WHEN U DONT NUH THE TRUTH U ALWAYS ASSUME SUMTHING THAT FUK UP A GOOD THING... so let me tell u de truth now once and for all... there is sumthing called friendship but i guess u ain nuh nuttin bout this cuz u ain got none... i ain give a fuckin soul a damn fuk up look... de one who u get u info from is de one who de sharin de look but hey let me guess they ain nuh how to tell de truth right? he ain want nuttin to do wid us right? so wat thas we stress y u need to live in we life for? live in urs nuh? oh wait yain got none ent it... i forgot oh well das u and u ppl dem bizness i stress free... and there ain nuttin u can do to change that... when u get wat comin to u then u gon nuh me and B.L.O.O.D.L.I.N.E gon set it right u hear? i hope u stop u shit and live u life and ain get nuh fukin gon get gun shot... fukin let go man... strupes i fed up of u scunt now man... live u damn life nuh... and stay out of ours... u are not wanted in it...

LEAVE WELL ALONE... i sayin this for u own good believe me u pissin off de wrong set of ppl... and main beggin noone to leave u nemore... so fuk up one more time and we gon see...

sigh confusion my permanent state of mind

Sun, 26 Jun 2005 23:41:49 GMT

jus when i thought that this whole thing was over, i find out that it can only get worse. i thought that i had finally finished this particular chapter in my life but i ain too sure. i guess i jus started it all over again. This boy does not seem as if he cud leave me the fuck alone... i mean i was goin good for months there was no contact no nuttin no communicating or nething like that... until now.*sigh*

Saturday marked the day when i let myself fall into his trap... i was on the track to a peaceful life but yet i fucked it up again... i let myself fall and i am so mad at myself. GRRRR!!!!! wat the fuck is wrong wid me? Do i like to see myself in pain? Do i hate myself that much that i hate to se myself about to be truly happy? IT HAS TO BE!!!!! damn it man Valissa Marquida Joneé Burt wat the hell is wrong wid u?

But really and truly can i blame maself for it? I still care deeply for the boy and the pasion... the passion on my jus thinking about it i am blushing... when he touched me again it was like a fire that was lying low raged again and could not be stopped...*sigh* wat is wrong wid me and my damn hormones???? Dear God y arent u helping me to let go of this guy he is nuttin but trouble for the longest of times and i new that and was tryin desperately to stay away but yet that was wat drew me in closer to him... and i paid for it a million times already and yet it seems as if i am about to make one million and one... i jus hope that i can keep ma eyes open long enuff to see wat the fuk is goin down this time and not let him hurt me as he has dunn before... *sigh* I guess this is my life huh? I betcha alot of u thought ur life was bad... when u live a day in my shoes then u will see how bad life can get

Ambivalent emotions

Sun, 05 Jun 2005 23:18:49 GMT

Well how do i put it? Things are reall fucked up at this point... nuttin is goin my way at all:( *sigh*
Everyone around me is gettin weird and that is jus puttin it lightly... I have lost a great part of me this last month... and i have jus realised this and i cant believe that i was trying to act as if this neva affected me at all... wat the hell was wrong wid me?

This boy left a scar that does not seem to want to leave me... it has found root into my heart and is travelling even further dowm into my body... Is this love? It cant be it really cant be... how cud I love the likes of u?? U arent worthy of me and for sure U ain worth nething to me either. Yet when i go to bed at night ur the last thing on my mind and the when i get up u r the first thing there. Wat is wrong wid me? Why cant i let u go and say fuk off like i have dun all the many boys that i have walked over?

Is this my pay back for all those hearts i broke??? Well if it is i am terribly sorry for everyone that i have hurt... this must have sucked when u were goin thru it. *sigh* well this is a pain that i hope no1 else will feel wat i am feeling right now...

When they said that karma will always bite u in the arse i wud laugh and say that it wud neva get to me... but boy was i wrong...lol this is funnier even more than it is painful... really and truly i am hurt but yet i have learnt a great deal from this experience and is grateful that i learnt as much as possible from this... sigh... its ok that this pain must be experienced but hopefully i will surpass this point and coem out even stronger thatn eva and show the world the new and improved me

Oh and Melissa I LOVE U!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!... lol needed to add that for good measure:D

Back to the heart break...

Sat, 28 May 2005 03:40:50 GMT

Have u eva felt as if u have lost ur entire life? Well i have. I am fed up now man... i dont nuh i feel as if i have lost ma most valuable friend in the world... the glue that held us together has finally weakened and let go. U think that certain things will bring u together but yet it separates u... i thought that afta all this we wud get stronger but yet she throws me away... well nuh she ain throw me away there is jus tension btween us that has neva been there b4. *sigh* I wonda y these things happen to me?... oh well i guess all things happen for a reason whether we nuh it or not... mayb things will be helpful in the end maybe i wud learn a valuable lesson... *sigh*

I need a party man people... i have been a good girl for too long now man... lol oh well i hope that it wud soon be fixed... exams are less that 2 weeks away and studyin is taking ma life especially with these damn sciences... they trying to kill me oh well hope they succeed... well bye for now hope that evryone is having a betta life than i am... night night... sleep tight eat the bed bugs on the right.

I ain too sure wat goin on

Thu, 19 May 2005 01:37:29 GMT

Now when u break news to ur friend and u nuh that they are supposed to hate u and want to kill u yet they tek it calmly... wat the fuk does that mean?... I dont like this watsoeva... I dont like people that dont express wat they really feel right away... and then they wait tell u least expect it and then drop it... I ain like dem tings at all. If u must cuss me cuss me now nuh!!! Dont wait till i ain ready for it and u really shok ma poor system...*sigh*

Well i am ok for now... I dont nuh how things will be lata on... I am jus fine wid it... I made a couple frens... oh wait i mean enemies:) but who cares they nuh like me i nuh like them either... Life is sweet!!! I have no stress right now things are good and i think they will be for a while

So I am jus here lettin yall nuh wat goin in life wid me right now and Hope that evryone is as happy as I am... smile everyone u neva when it shall be ur last dont let neone rob u of ur happiness... they nuh wut it... so tell dem sen on who e hut e hut... feel good everyone and live life to de fullest... Keep safe loads of love
Valissa

bullshit

Mon, 16 May 2005 04:49:26 GMT

well well how is evryone...? long time i have made a post... well ma life has been turned upside down over the past few days but hey things are gettin betta... jus here sayin hello i ain gon say nuttin much i am in a terrible mood and i sumtimes get sik at the fukin female genda for their damn stupidity... cant see wat is right in front of them...*sigh* oh well wat that got to do wid nething... women... the sicken me at times u hear... well i jus find out that the piece of shit that i was "dating" was goin round wid me good fren too eh... isnt that wonderful de man tellin me u nuh that a love u and all that shit and i find out that he tell evryone so... i was so damn stupid for thinkin i was de only one... hey main gon lie to u eh that de hurt eh... but i glad i nuh now and ain still being a mother scunt... but do u nuh wat really had me goin de boy de have a day plan when de both of us was supposed to be wid him at de same time u nuh... me arse dis boy was deadly... de mother scunt thought i was stupid but i got a little wiser so he look out now cuz it ain no good for him... he gon dead of aids... well well... wat a ting wat a laugh o had eh i realise that the male geda cannot be trusted... lol lol well its nice to nuh that things will be the same in a few days stupid scunts good nite evryone... hope yall enjoy yall day

hell

Tue, 10 May 2005 00:44:10 GMT

well once again people here i am. tonite i am shocked out of ma mind tryin to comprehend sum latest information... sigh when does a person truly becomes happy? a mean was goin so damn good... I guess that is how life goes eh? i thought that i new it all... All Women take this warning... if u think that ur in love mek sure that u nuh everything there is to nuh bout u damn man b4 u mek that choice... u neva nuh everything and believe me its not a good thing when u have to deal wid dis emotion lata on in the relationship... he ain wutt honey... no man is no matta how much u may love him.

sigh wat the hell is wrong with this freakin world? I neva nuh how i am goin to feel tomorrow morning afta i have slept on it... i hope i wont feel as sik to my stomach as i do now... THINGS REALLY AIN AS THEY SEEM BOY!!!!!...me arse here wid dis boy... well well i nuh sumthing was goin on btween u too but to such an extent?!?!?!? u sleepin wid her?!?!?! a mean how am i supposed to look at u and not feel sik to ma stomach?!?!?!? damn it as large as ma heart is it ain that huge... god i do believe that this is ma wake up call... maybe i can finally let go of u now... ur still in ma heart but wow maybe the love i feel is not there nemore... i dont nuh... if it is u shud be ashamed that this is the way it ended... not even on a good note... U really dont nuh wat u got until its gone... i hope u do realise this... i wish the best in life ma dear... hope u nuh wat u r doing :(

People

Sun, 24 Apr 2005 15:54:33 GMT

Well here i am again talkin to yall about absolutely nuttin... and Melissa wat the hell is ur prob? A mean no offense but u had to realise that u have been a scatter brain for a while now and we needed to make sure that we had a plan shud u decide to be that scatter brain... gyul belive me i have no intention watsoeva of debatin i did it one year and frankly i dont want to do it again... so no worries love I love u and u love me so that is all that matters.

Well everything else seems to be cleared and that makes it free for us to breathe the air again... like i wanted more activities added to my already tooo full agenda... hell fuckin nuh... i am so tired lately that it is not even funny and i barely have time for maself...

Hey wtf this is ma last day of vacation and i am goin to enjoy it all the way.I am quite a bundle of emotions right now and i feel *sigh* I miss ma baby so much right now that it hurts... oh well i guess thats life for u... aint it a kick in de arse?... oh well wateva... living ma life the best way i can and i hope that evryone is doin the same... so have fun for ur last day all ma peeps... love yah... xoxo val

Life

Sat, 23 Apr 2005 15:30:18 GMT

Well its raining and gloomy today... fits ma mood perfectly. I have nothin to post really I am jus here for being here sake... bored out of ma mind but yet I am still reflecting on life's situations and wondering when life would be the same again. School reopens on Monday... the joy...*sigh* I have made several attempts to move on again but yet I dont seem to want to... but hey who cares right.

I am quite the happy camper not really upset at the way things are, bcuz everything happens for a reason and even tho the reason may not be clear right now I am sure that later on I will find the meaning... yea so here I am again jus really gettin a grip on my emotions and letting go of ma anger... I have grown alot as a person due to my situations and I find that instead of me being angry I am should be grateful for wat he has taught throughtout these past four months... So for everything else I am still learning thank u to all my teachers I am truly grateful for what u have taught me and will continue to teach me... Awwwww I am so proud of myself for gettin to where i am now... it shows a great sign of maturity and that makes me quite happy... so once again i thank him and whoeva else who may pass thru with a lesson that I need to learn... u truly are blessings in my life... wun love

Things aren't as they seem continued

Wed, 20 Apr 2005 18:36:27 GMT

Well i found wat the phrase meant afta all. The close "friend" told me long ago that things were not as they seemed... he had me believing that although i see certain stuff goin on they were not the real life...NOW THE MOTHERSCUNT has changed the damn meaning of the friggin phrase!!!! Afta 4 months... 4 FREAKING MONTHS!!!! of liein, manipulating and wateva else there is he wants to tell me that he has had a change of heart. Well who gives a shit?!!?!?!? I was this close to finally trustin him, believin him and wat does he do...??????? jus throws it bak in ma face. Love sucks... LIfe sucks evryting sucks but god is wonderful!!! :)

Who knew that a man cud change a meaning of a phrase jus to fit his situations or problems in life? As a good friend told me... "u was de damn shit wipe!!!" well yes orin i realise that now. things ain as they seem he ain give a damn not bcuz this and not bcuz that... like that means nething. how cud i have been so damn stupid... yet now story turn on he arse and he gettin a dose of he own medicine he all of a sudden cares... So wat the hell happened afta those 4 months eh??? wat de hell changed. The fucking male gender thas wah(once again all males on lj sorry but i am still dealing wid dis asshole) Maybe he thinks that i gon sit down and wait for him to change the meaning again... but he damn wrong cuz i have vowed to move on... but i gon tell if he dare come back to me... a gon act like nothin ever happened and a gon give him such a... i dont nuh but main gone be nice about it... Things ain as they seem... such bullshit...WAT U SEE IS WAT U GET end of story!!! Think i got scunt written all over ma head nuh?!?!? honey think again i dunn wid dis shit man... The rain washed it off ma forehead and it ain goin bak on... I am bak and me again so forget u... Hey dont forget it eh is all "love" u got me heart but i tellin him now he gon alot comin to him...not piss me off see... frig him...neways love all ma peeps... wun love

boys

Sun, 17 Apr 2005 01:46:50 GMT

why do men think that women need them to survive in this damn world? Hell No i dont for sure!!!! A mean have u wondered y we have a heart in the first friggin place? It has dunn nuttin but gotten us into trouble over and over again and believe me I am the queen of trouble... A mean wat do they think they are god? well hell no not to me. they are the most arrogant, pompus, pig headed piece of shit that i have ever met... Y is god punishing us (um to all the fellas on livejournal i have nuttin against u is jus dis asshole i am dealing wid) A mean u cud ask a simple question and no the scunt does not want to ansa u and that leaves me really peeved... i have bent over backwards to please his arse and wat does he do but bite me in de arse and when women turn on them like that we are considered over emotional... oh come on man wah can u do o please the damn masculine gender oh well life goes on and i am here jus needed to rant and rave about this topic... i think that i will feel betta afta this... Thank dear god for showing me that i have the patience and heart to deal with the male gender

Learning to let go...

Sun, 10 Apr 2005 23:58:47 GMT

A well known reggae singer sang a song that touched me deepely. The title of the song is let him go. Now I have been experiencing some great emotional turmoil and have decided that this song applied to me greatly. I am learning to let go of all the negativity in my life and pursue a much more positive course in life. I am hoping and praying that some day i will be able to forget all of this shit and move on into a new and improved me... I am keeping my fingers crossed at least. Well that is story of my life right now... hit me back if you are trying to let go of sumthing in ur life as well... wun love

Things aren't as they seem

Sat, 02 Apr 2005 21:59:59 GMT

Has anyone ever found it funny that the things that you see everyday, may not be what they are supposed to be? I have seen many things that have happened and I wonder was that the way things were always meant to be? I have a close friend or maybe he isn't just a friend, but he tells me repeatedly that what I see is not what I get. I find this very hard to believe because this is how it has been for the past year and it does not seem to be changing at all. So how can you tell if what you are seeing is what it was meant to be? Is there a definite answer? Some people tell you to trust your instincts but what if your instincts are wrong?

No one knows for sure if what they see is what they are getting but we go through life everyday and never once wonder what is the real story behind it may be. I certainly never thought to question what was going on around me until recently. But how many people do this on a regular basis? Maybe I am being paranoid and I need someone to set me straight and if you can please do and help me to understand this phrase "things aren't as they seem" for as far as i can see everything is just exactly the way they are and there is no other reason or motive behind the way people act around each other everyday.